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Dunno what to say today really...uhh.... Team Itami: Osore's story has begun posting. If you would like to read it please feel free to indulge in it. I am still working on NT as well as the items listed below. I'm keeping myself busy. At least I hope I am.
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( Needs a new Team Lead )
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I'e been thinking alot about my art and how its been viewed. I get some very positive feedback which is always a plus. However I feel that its not being critiqued at all. I'm not sure if I am able to improve or have impoved when All i get is good job or this is nice about the picture. Have I failed as an artist? A writer even? I know everyone's got their lives and problems to deal with but i'm not asking for anything at all. Im wondering if I should give up art and writing... because I will always see myself as a failed one anyhow. Not sure right now... but I'll decide in the near future. I still got works to put out and when they are finished I'll just stop right there and call it a good one. Well. That's all. Nothing important at all by my standards and please don't try to talk me out of it. I'm finally looking at what I've done and I'm kinda upset with my progress. The rest of this poinless journal is an update on where I stand.

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I have a series of questions that don't have to be answered but would like to have them answered.

What does kiriban mean?
How do i show my pics as thumbnails in a journal?
What the heck is a shroom?
What the hell is pun pun?
Should I ever hold a contest? Why?
Am I retared?
Do you like my stories?
Am I a fun person?
Do you have 360? Live? Wun play? me lonely...

It's so beatiful is true <3

♥ To every guy that said, "Sex can wait"...
♥ To every guy that said, "You're beautiful"...
♥ To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her...
♥ To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down...
♥ To every guy who has given her flowers just because that's how he rolls...
♥ To every guy that said he would die for her...
♥ To every guy that really would...
♥ To every guy that did what she wanted to die for...
♥ To every guy that cried in front of her...
♥ To every guy that she cried in front of...
♥ To every guy that holds hands with her.
♥ To every guy that kisses her with meaning..
♥ To every guy that hugs her when she's sad...
♥ To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all...
♥ To every guy who would give their jacket up for her...
♥ To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe...
♥ To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes...
♥ To every guy that would give his seat up...
♥ To every guy that just wants to cuddle...
♥ To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what...
♥ To every guy who told his secrets to her...
♥ To every guy that showed how much he cared through every word and every breath...
♥ To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one...
♥ To every guy that believed in her dreams...
♥ To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them...
♥ To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams...
♥ To every guy that walked her to her car and opened the door...
♥ To every guy that gave his heart...
♥ To every guy who prays that she is happy even if he's not with her...

I stole this from

This is very true about us "nice guys" and it still makes me wonder. Do we drive away the opposite sex because we are so nice? What is it that we are doing wrong? Do we seem gay to you because of our mannerisms? They way we behave? Should we change ourselves in order to gain your hand? Do I have to do durgs? Have anger management problems? Kill someone? Steal a car? Abuse you? Hit my mother? Hit your mother? Be rich? have an awesome bod? What is it about us that makes us so damn uninteresting?

I don't judge you ladies. I would just like to understand. I won't get angry...I won't get sad. Just tell me why I can't win... but the drunken x- convict gets to take your hand. I am gentle and kind....shy but very caring. I won't change who I am in order to please you. Especially if its a bad change. Crugs are not my thing. Violence is what I hate. I'm peace loving. Willing to do alot of things just to see a smile on your face. That makes my day. Knowing that made you laugh and smile. Know ing that I helped you heal or even solved a problem for you...that is enough to make me a happy camper. Why do you want women of the world?

With saying this....am I selfish?

List 11 things you want to say to 11 different people.
*Feel free to guess who I'm saying it too! All of these have to deal with my DA Friends.

stolen from who stole it from the originator

1. You were the third person I met here on DA and I'm proud that I have. You have inspired me to want to do so much and you make me worry about you on a daily bases. I swear to God you are just like my little sister! Thank you so much for everything. I truly appreciate it... my little sister.

2. We haven't spoken in a long time and I want to apologize. I wish that when I came back things could've been different. I spent so much time sulking and depressing myself instead of coming back here and letting you know I was okay. You deserved so much more from me... I failed you as a brother... and as a gaurdian angel.

3. I'm so sorry. I am truly sorry. I know...I know that I missed your brithday and I wanted to do something so special for you. Times for you are rough but understand they will get better. I hope you are enjoying school. Remember its not all that bad. Kepp your head up and be good!

4. What do you want from me a sorry? I can't apologize for going away because I left a journal saying I was leaving. What am I to you? A friend or a pawn? You always want something from me or get upset when I don't see you. Stop it. You are not the only one here okay? I'm trying to get in touch with a lot of people and right now its not going so hot. I'm busy with school and trying to heal my injuries so please excuse me if you felt just a little neglected. I'll improve on that. I promise.

5. Call me man!

6. I don't know what to say except....BOOOOOOOOOOOYAH BITCHEZ!! In yo motha fuckin face! Yeah.... go eat some cake and shit...ha HA!

7. Hey. How ya been? Why am I typing it here and not to you? CUZ YOU BLOCKED ME FOR NO REASON YOU DIRTY SON OF A BATCH OF FROSTED FRUIT LOOPS! I was only gone for like....6 months God...

8. I miss you... I miss talking to you and I would so like to meet you. I hope you are still here on DA....I'm sorry I left.

9. One day my friend when I get way better at drawing Renamon we will have that battle royal we always talked about! Boo to the YA my friend. I'm gonna so PWN U!!

10. You are the main reason why I stay on DA. You are my motivation and my biggest inspiration. No one can top you and if I had to make up a team and you were there guess what... you'd be my frist pick. I cosidered you a friend for a while...but then that grew and it grew. Now look at us... I seem to be able to tell you anything. I 'm usually so shy around the opposite sex and when I talk to you its like... whoa... I just totally spilled to her and she listened. I know I've said some things that made you feel uncomfortable and I apologize. ^^ Your comments make me so happy. It really boostes my spirit to see them come on screen. And now.. you even want to color some of my art. That was like a real heart stopper. I jumped up and down so much I nearly had a stroke. You've done so much for me and I just want you to know I appreciate all of it. You will always have a place in my heart. I choose you for my lucky number... aint that somethin? I did that because I'm one lucky guy to have met such a wonderful woman like you. Stay safe and God bless. Sorry I missed your birthday. I'll make it up...promise. You are the greatest friend a man could have!

11. Thank you for reading my story and supporting me when I was down. You are just like that big sister I've never had and I will never forget you for it. I wish I could meet you in real life soooooooo bad!!! You and someone else close to you of course. We are gonna have some fun dono! Me and you and ....dono! For Sure!

Guess who these go too! Hope I didn't make them too obvious!